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Moon lite rays of falling light
Beams down on me in pearly white
A pale hand I left in sight
As shadows spring from my fingertips, to life
I feel a peace of inter self
And wonder at the calm in and of itself
Soothing golden muted moon
I dream and love within your creative womb
You are the center of heavens bed
lending your comfort far and widespread
And in this period of your timed duration
I treasure your creation
In sadness, stirs the longing heart
That it may keep a beat
And invest to you, my loves desire
When the full moon does transpire
Though even with the raising sun
My love is no less sustained
For in all things, to you my heart is enslaved
Gently, soft and precious
Tantalizing and enticing
Full and moist, slightly parted
I feel your breath gently escaping
I am growing weak with the need
To place mine upon them
Taking sweet pleasure of them
Sighing adding delicious pressure
Capturing them to me
Can there be anything sweeter
Than my lovers lips
Thoughts lay strange upon my mind
As if they were closely intertwined
Almost as if they were to me assigned
To somehow be redefined
And so I patiently sift through them one at a time
As thought they are a chain that I must climb
They seem with out reason or rhyme
But perhaps in the end their purpose will be revealed as
sublime
But it is more likely only a dream
For these thoughts move quickly like a stream
And I take my imagination to the extreme
In hopes of rationalizing and some how to redeem
These endless streams of thoughts that overwhelm me
She reached to touch the dream
And it shattered
Trillions of broken shadows
The crystal liquid light streaming though time
Casting its shadow and making them shine
How very beautiful
So pure in its truth
Like a old piece of mirror
That wears its flaws like armor
Dreams are not always meant to be whole
But like a million tears
That form one pool
And life is not always so clear
And Heaven may not be so near
But for all my life
You will be the crystal light
The stairway leading straight way up
To a place that leads you straight to hell
Its narrow and steep with a squeaky creak
The steps are muddy and very weak
I traveled them once in my sleep
When a nail caught my gown and a piece it did keep
But I keep traveling on I was far from home
Then I came to a place where a step was gone
As I looked down below through a space of a hole
The ground was not there, I soon felt old
Stepping over and on I trudged along
Until a light ahead shimmered in red
As it poured down the steps and on to my legs
I noticed that it was not light but blood
A fright in my heart and a pain in my soul
I knew then that it was to late to go home
Travel far away to
Where angles cry in pain
And my heart shall bleed
Bleed a river thick and warm
With the smell that was life
And with every wind and bend
It will thin and turn
To the pale color of moonlight
Without warmth are smell
Reaching a place
Of no emotion no pain
Simply existing
Eyes of blankness dimly stare
Reaching out without a touch
And the angles shall quiet
There tears no longer drawn by pain
My heart shall cease its bleeding
My body pale like moonlight
Without warmth are smell
Reaching a place
Of no emotion no pain
Simply dead
Eyes of blindness
Staring not at all
Must it seem so hard
To love
Can we not understand
Must we be so different
In what we think
Simple words that hurt
The other thinking it crazy
To want to touch
A need to emerge in to
Breath from you to me
Making me feel wonderfully overtaken
Making the world seem so far away when we are near
Nothing matters but you
Yet a whole world out there
Waiting to be captured
Bring me your sweet words
And the rest pales in comparison
Fight all the negative thoughts
Knowing ony of my need of you
In a world I have always stood alone
In need of no one
Then another soul comes in
And I am weak and unresolved
That you could have such power over me
What is it about you
what is your strong hold on me
I cant remember what I was before you came
You hold me and your touch
Brings me to a place of mellow content
I cry out to the silent wordless place
Help me! I am not what I was
I am melted with you
No longer apart are alone
But made one with two souls entwined
Seems a million years since I found you
Being apart is driving me insane
Smile when I think of your name
Feel foolish and young in what I say
When I am with you
Bring full circle all that I dreamed
That I had given up hope on
And where I find myself believeing in love
Believing in you
My heart wide open
To all the pleasure and pain that you bring
My touch of love
On you like a veil
Tracing your body
With tendrils of sensation
Leaving behind my impression
Upon your sweat covered body
Making you rise up and meet me in passion
In a fever of desire
The softly curling hair on your brow
Melting my essence
Like a tempest within a rainstorm
Take me, touch me
Bring me, into your rapture
Taunt me, in to the delirium of you
Brace me as you plunge
In to the depth of my soul
Causing me to dig deep in to your flesh
Time and time again until we erupt
The world spinning erratically
Our hearts beating in time with the cosmos
Closer to pure erotica
Than we have ever come
Time parts as we pass through
It's presence we are scarcely aware of
Pushing forward with no regard to
It's veil wrapped tightly around us
And the moments of the past
And the moments of the future
Mingle simultaneously and stand fast
With time the silent watcher
Dare To Dream (Paul's Dream)
Worlds colliding
crashing in silent explosions
Then settling side by side, residing
In equivalent proportions
like a child's skipping stones
Galaxy's and stars
Planets of dreams
In fantasies of the minds eye
And here we feast to the extreme
Our imagination set free to cry
In the beauty of the vast beyond
Where possibility's endure
And our future is dawned
We reach within and see a glimmer
A glimmer of what is not yet spawned
Come breath your strength into my soul
that I may be powerless
And enchant me with your control
That I may feel innocent
Lift my eyes to see celestial visions unfold
while holding me safe against the brilliance
And leave me breathless and feeling whole
As you linger close before you go
In the orchard, swirling with mist
was a confused spirit
Heavy with what was the decay of torment
The payload of grievous delusion
Twisted paths that overlaid in tangles
Only long splinters of light propelling through
My love is yours
All that I am
My very breath
My body and soul
The thoughts and feel of me
I hand to you
rhyming words and pretty thoughts
Forever turning in my mind like silhouettes
Silhouettes of all my love for you
Breaking down the shadows into reality
And bring me to a place shared with you
A place where hearts and souls intertwine
And all the world becomes irrelevant
And I find with you pure contentment
My Destiny my protection my shelter
My hopes, dreams and desires
Filled by the simple touch of you
Children’s laughter ringing
singing
Filling the air clinging
There shrill happiness wavers
Hanging in the air like
ice cream flavors
I thought of you
It wasn’t a hard thing
You come rushing into my imagination
Almost like a ghost
And I was happy to know
that you are always so close
You are a rainbow
After the storm
Almost a glow
Warm hues of love and promise
Strength and valor
Almost like a medieval scholar
You train my mind to deliberate
And come back to you in understanding
The silver tone of ringing hope
That dwells within my sight
I feel the picture perfectness
And beam with pure delight
I'll send my love a halo bright
Upon a blue moons light
And then upon our wedding night
Ill give him sweetness and delight
I ll send my love across the night
As the blue moons shines it wavery light
And when upon my love it falls
He'll know my heart is at his slightest call
Truly, inevitably and unavoidably
I will love you for infinity
For there is only love of you within my very essence
destiny has given me my hearts desire with your presence
The feelings of my private secrets
Safely sequestered deep within me
That only surfaces when you are approximate
The unanticipated halt of my breath
As unexplained feelings of provocative serenity over
takes me
Like a shimmering ripple within myself
I find myself longing to caressingly reach out for you
As if to touch you would induce, in me, a dream
a dream that I could withdraw into
The touch of your flesh beneath my fingertips
The warmth emerging and claiming me
Holding me helpless in your void
Bring about my descent into you
I moan at the intensity of my emotions for you
As if I am enshrined in something innocent decent and
pure